You

I have been pushing you away
But I really want you to stay

I am feeling really low
And I just keep telling you to go

All I want is to have you help
And all I can seem to do is yelp

I just feel so confused
None of this should be excused

I have made a decision
I can't make a division

I will allow your hand
Because if i didn't have you, I wouldn't be able to stand