I feel like a crackhead

I feel like a crack head
lied to too many
lost the trust of all

i feel like a crack head
whos just gone through a year long fall
now alone staring at the bedroom wall

i feel like a crack head
and i feel iv lost hope in all
god why every time i fly
do i fall

i feel like a crack head
who needs to have her guilt bled
before she once again falls

[garrick i blame no-one for this, i know i did this to myself]