Starting

The air around me is poisoned
My soul has left me to rot
My heart stopped beating since you left

The festival is starting
I'm finally getting ready.

Life is just life when you aren't around to hold me tight
My bed is cold, you aren't there to lay by my side
Red flowers bend their heads in awful sorrow
With me now, the ghost of tomorrow

You can't stop me from falling apart.
'cuz my self-destruction is all your fault

It's starting, no more sad faces
It's starting, my festival of pain, my carnival of heart-ache.