Deep thoughts

To be quite honest, this wasn't originally wrote as a poem. It was me venting about my thoughts, but when I shared them with my mum, and a close friend, and they thought it was a piece of writing.. anyways here it is..

Deep Thoughts

What would happen, if the world were to stop ?
what happens then?
Does it start over or do you just continue to go to heaven? whats comes after earth ?
I'm scared of life .. but I'm more scared of it being over.
no.
I'm scared of not knowing..
but i think if i knew,
I'd be even more scared.. or maybe I wouldn't want that,
maybe I'd want a surprise if I did know.
but thats just it.
is there really something theres to know?
if the world were to be destroyed tomorrow.
would life go on ?
would we be able to keep going ?
perhaps not us..
but there'd be no one and nothing.
would the universe just be a big black area, with nothing?
whats in the universe?
is it really endless, or can we just not reach the end?
if theres an end, whats at the end?
maybe its like a circle, and it just appears to be endless..
or maybe. theres another "earth"
do you think this is already planned out?
maybe the two earths are to meet.
maybe there isn't even another earth, and its up to us to preserve it as long as we can.
our responsibility.
I believe in god though.
I believe in heaven.
These are really just thoughts that pop into my mind occasionally.
but I'm scared that, once i die.
I'll feel trapped.
perhaps in my own body?
like all I'll see is black, i wont hear anything but the silence.
i wont be able to talk , and if i can, no one can hear me.
i picture my death, like a pain like no other..
not necessarily, the pain we're used to.. but .. almost like claustrophobia..
we cant get out.. or we can, but we just don't know how,its up for us to find out.