A Deadend Heart

My past has consumed me
My future is bleak.
My present is empty
I can find no relief
Theres no one to love me
No one that cares
no one to hold me
while my heart slowly tears
My deadened heart beats
as i reach for the knife
my deadened hearts beats
as i try to end my life
I'm so empty inside
with nothing to live for
the only one i love
has another to adore
Some question my sanity
others realize the truth
to deal with this unbearable pain
I'm forced to act uncouth
My deadened hearts beats for only you
coming alive when i see your face
my deadened hearts lives for you
your smile makes it race
I miss you far to much
to have a beating heart
I'm in far too much pain
when we are apart.
Please come back to me
give us another try
please shock my deadened heart
bring it back to life