Congrats, I Didn't See This Coming [song..currently working on]

Congratulations,
I didn't see this coming at all

It all seemed like yesterday
you managed to get through with a smile on you face
No one knew it was all pretend
No one bothered to count all the lies you made

You did what you wanted to do
They wondered how you did what you have done
You just gave them false impressions
hidden abrasions with the scars all left behind.

Innocence appeared on the outside
but war rages on the inside.
I take the time to figure out
which one will be worth getting through

Someday there'll be a time
when its gonna be too much to handle.
Struggling to keep your eyes shut at night.
Waking up the next morning turns into a battle.

You break down in tears
asking for a non-existent chance.
All it took was a pull of the trigger
to set off this alarm.

I never wanted this episode play at all.
Congrats, I didn't see this coming at all.