Are you happy now ?

It starts with Pain, Followed by hate.
Feeling worthless, Overwhelmed.
Can't move forward.
Losing sight, Falling again.

Feeling dizzy, tasting the
blood in my mouth, Screaming
for help, Wanting love.

Tear me from myself.
Give me one more bruise.
Hang me with a nuce.
Do you pull me up, Just to push me down again ?
Does it make you happy now ?

The smile on your face.
Sends chills down my body.
You've made yourself happy.
Like you have made one big accomplishment.

My heart screams
Ny brain freezes
My body loses control.

Im just an innocent kid
With a thorn in her heart.
Are you sane ?
Were your shame ?

It will never change dad.