Something has changed, between you and me. I know its not you
because you promised to remain for eternity.
Its like a haze, a veil, a wall of my own frustrations. My own meditations are not as deep as they should go.
Please, you know I love you God, and I know you love me too. Who you are is who you called me to be: Holy. But for some reason my mind won't let me.
I prayed God, I did...I'm scared God I am...I don't want to lose the one who died for me, The Great I AM. Purify this mind, and crucify the evil in me, my heart is trying to beat two ways but you said that's an impossibility.
You must be right. I haven't felt the same since. I did something wrong and disobeyed you to fulfill my bliss.
Oh Lord forgive me, you said you'd never go,
but please Lord help me not to let go of your Hand...to your command don't let me say no.
Protect me Lord, help me Lord, who else is my delight?
The deceitful lust of the world is only good for a night.
But you my God, you and you alone are my eternal light.
Release me from the chains I put myself in, let me see the world through your sight.
