I'm feeling worse than i have in awhile
it feels wrong to laugh and it hurts me to smile.
my chest constricts and i cant find my breath
i won't do it myself, but i welcome death.
afraid to lose it cause i may not come back
determined to keep my sane mind intact.
somedays my heart is black as coal
just a desperate girl with a broken soul
i once found myself but it's escaped again
i'm fighting my battles just hoping to win.
everything about my being is wrong.
i guess fallen and fractured is where i belong.
