Emotions consumed

I just wanted us to be normal
No fights;
No arguments.
But once you opened your mouth
My heart closed
All I wanted to do was cry
I never wanted to let you in
But here I went for another try
To try to let go of my broken past
To move on
To the new
To open my heart
But I wouldnt have if I knew that
You were going to tare me right back down
My heart did lie
My soul did cry
Could you look me in the eyes?
And tell that I was about to cry
But I wouldnt have if I knew that
You were going to tare me right back down
My heart did lie
My soul did cry
Could you look me in the eyes?
And tell that I was about to cry
Could you tell that you were tearing me apart?
I couldnt take it much longer
My emotions consumed me
No longer could I see
What was taking over me
I lied to get you to shut up
To just drop it
I couldnt take it anymore
All my emotions were consuming me
All I wanted was for you to trust me
But I knew that you couldnt do that
You never lived my life
Never did you see all the hell
That I have been through
Nothing can I do to change the past
All I could do is just sit here
And look to the future and now
All I could do is tell you Im sorry
And to please forgive me