No Such Luck((Song))

Verse 1:
I sit here staring at the wall,
Ignoring this hole in my chest.
I'm fighting back the tears,
And saying it was for the best.
I didn't deserve your love,
I didn't deserve your heart,
So before I hurt you more,
I'll tear mine a part.

Chorus:
Don't bother calling me,
I won't pick up the phone.
Don't ask where I'm at,
I won't be at home.
Just let the pain run its course,
And I know you'll be okay.
I'm sorry I had to do this,
I didn't see another way.
It was getting out of hand,
I was hurting you way too much.
I thought I could fix it,
But no such luck

Verse 2:
Go and find somebody else,
Live your happy life.
Don't worry about me,
I'll eventually be alright.
I did it for your sake,
To keep you pain free.
I couldn't stand the fact,
That your sorrow was from me.

Chorus:
Don't bother calling me,
I won't pick up the phone.
Don't ask where I'm at,
I won't be at home.
Just let the pain run its course,
And I know you'll be okay.
I'm sorry I had to do this,
I didn't see another way.
It was getting out of hand,
I was hurting you way too much.
I thought I could fix it,
But no such luck

Verse 3:
And the pain is sinking in,
I'm the one at fault.
It feels like I'm filling,
The wound up with salt.
The stinging is too much,
I feel like I should scream,
But I have no one to blame,
But this disaster that is me...

Bridge:
I can feel the bitter tears,
As they brim up in my eyes.
I can't believe it came,
To telling you goodbye.

Chorus:
Don't bother calling me,
I won't pick up the phone.
Don't ask where I'm at,
I won't be at home.
Just let the pain run its course,
And I know you'll be okay.
I'm sorry I had to do this,
I didn't see another way.
It was getting out of hand,
I was hurting you way too much.
I thought I could fix it,
But no such luck

-Copyright-Amber Palmer