A Let Down

The need to hurt is strong.

To resists, to fight, I can't for long.

Trust has been broken,

If there was any at all.

So up again, come the heartbreaking walls.

My mind is racing,

Time is standing still.

This wound so deep will never heal.

I'm lost on how to fix it.

All the crap thats gone amiss.

My head pounds, my heart stops.

What do I have to do to make you believe?

I can't show you how I feel.

I promise, this wound wont heal.

I see the hatred, the last hope.

What's my life going to be furthermore?

You've shut your door!

It will never open again.

Which is my fault,

I see that now.

I'm sorry I'm a disappointment,

A mistake in your life.

So finish me now.

Just push in that knife.

Shove it deeper then before.

End my suffering and yours once and for all.