Grieving For You

*This is an updated verison of Breaking Apart*

My blood lays here.

As a symbol of my tears.

How can you not see how much you mean to me?

Your words are painful, a knife in the heart.

I took a huge chance by reaching out in the dark.

Why can't you see this isn't my choice?

If I had it my way, I wouldn't choose this way.

Loosing your voice never makes me happy.

My words have crushed you.

They've made you cry.

But honey, your not the only one who wishes this to be

gone. Emotions were toyed with.

Hearts broken without voices.

I can't do whats right and move on.

My options aren't my choice.

I'll always love you don't you know?

I'll always be here, with nowhere to go.

Saying these words kills me inside.

I feel ashamed and just want to die.

You'll always be in my thoughts.

You told me you gave me your heart.

You told me you loved me from the start.

I fear your thoughts. What twists in your head.

You honestly know, somewhere deep down inside,

That we can't live this way. Living a lie.

It's tearing us both apart.

Making the cuts more deep, being stabbed in the heart.

I'm sorry babe, but I have to let you go.

Give your heart to someone who can love you so.

I'm sorry babe but that person isn't me. Don't you see?

I'll always love you and I hope you know that.

But until then I must let you go. Set you free.

Go and take off. Fly.