How should i feel

How should i feel knowing
that i love you
and you claim to love me too
but you still love her.

how should i feel that
you dont trust me cuz
you think im seein someone else

but really how should i feel
when we in public and you
seem to act like im not there.

can someone explain to me how should i feel
if you been through the same.
how did you work it out?
and did you really care?
or is it just me?

am i over reacting
or what im feeling is not rare.

im tired of asking how i should i feel.
but what i should be doing is explaining is how i really feel.

i feel like he should be with his ex
he seems to truly love her
but where would i stand?

would i be the girl in the back
the girl who he tunrs to when the other one doesnt want him.
or would i be the girl that makes him forget
why he even loved her.

i truly love this guy
but i jus dont know if thats
my only feelings.
im getting mad at my self
for getting caught in this situation.
but i dont regret.
because i still found my true love
even though he still love his ex girl.

but enough about me.
so how would you feel?