Why?

Why is life so hard?
Especially for me. Why does everyone
hate me?
Why is my heart broken? Why can't I
make it through? Why?
Why am I living? Whats my point?
Why can't I just die? And just
end my suffering. Why am I Lorraine?
Why not some kind of animal. Something else but me.
I want something i can never have.
Why?
It is not OK to hurt. Not for me.
Why can't i be that Happy Bunny I see in posters?
I'm trying. And I'm hurting.
Gray would be the color if i had a heart. Which I don't!
Why?
There is no point in anything anymore.
Why can't I? Why can't you?
That is the question we are left with
and yet still unanswered

Why?