Thinkin back, to all my previos songs,
I kept wavin out the pro's and con's.
A lot of songs I regret writin, for various reasons,
Like those emo ones, that was the bad seasons.
Honestly, I wrote them, because of bad depression,
And the Faith ones, probably gave a wrong impression.
She is a little girl I was taking care of,
I saw she needed a parent, to give love.
Guys, excuse those songs, I was a kid.
I tried to be cool, sayin, "nothings to be hid."
Well, it just goes to say, I do regret things.
Like when I said I was the kings of kings.
From this day, I'm makin a promise to myself,
And yall. I wont do anything to hurt this health.
Because way back then, my mind eddied,
And I wasn't strong enough to make it steadied.
When I was sad, those emo ones came shattered,
But I couldn't spill my heart. I was splattered.
I thought nobody would care, but it actually mattered.
Had alot of names too, from Dustin, DJ, and kris,
But I ask to forgive and forget with this.
From years of watching all the pain,
Alot of knowledge one can gain.
After these 13 years of seeing,
I cant see THE perfect human being.
With all this in the air, my regrets complicate,
And I further wish for the "rockin state".
I want no offence, thats not what I believe.
If that was the case, then I'd get up and leave.
Tryin to somehow make time reverse,
So loosing those special, wouldn't hurt worse.
Been through so much, dad on the road,
Puts me in a depressive kind of mode.
Coded over with a smile, wanting back time.
If only we could go back with every rhyme.
Usually its all, head forward, never two step back,
But I beg to differ, my heart still has a crack.
Will this time travel heal all my suffering,
Or will the pain double in buffering?
Well, I'm not perfect, I dont wanna be.
Wakin up wit a girlfriend? What I wanna see.
I wanna reach down into every readers hearts,
And give out the rest of my love in parts.
Im going to bed, I hope you guys take the warning.
You could be lonely waking up one morning.
From years of watching all the pain,
Alot of knowledge one can gain.
After these 13 years of seeing,
I cant see THE perfect human being.
