Love is sometime scared
but what if love is not right
and its holding on to something you do not need and holding it tight
what if you need for love to let go so you can find out
whats missing and causing you to have doubts
so much evidence is pointing in the direction this loves not true
but i guess how i love just make me act like a fool
i do not understand
i do not want to be in love
i wish God could just help me choose the right direction
instead of putting me through these tests
i think, i feel, i know my love for him is real
but then i feel that its a one end deal
when my significant other say he loves me
i don't believe him because his words speak louder than his action
so when he says he loves me i do not feel any passion
when we are alone we are not alone he is always preoccupied
and i am left feeling all alone and miserable inside
i want to trust and believe that his love for me is true
but so much mix emotion i feel that all it really leave me is blue
so i just sit here and wondering what is a confused soul to do?
