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by Littlewriter-a Oct 3, 2008 category : Love, romance / desired love
I miss the way he used to call me all the time. I miss the way I could tell I was on his mind. I miss the way he held me in his arms. Things seem different now. But not so much. The absence of his touch, I miss that. I miss not worrying what others would think. I miss him covering over me, protecting me like I need. I want things to go forward, yet back at the same time. I want him to be ready to take me in his arms and claim me as his. I want him to be mine and only mine. I want things to be how they were, only with us together at last. I want things to be sort of like they were in our past. The new stuff I love, but I can't help but miss it. I miss the kisses. I may still get them every now and then, But it isn't enough. I miss his touch and how he would be around me and not care who saw. I want him to take me in his arms and just hold me. That's what I want. To be held. He gave me some of that today, and I didn't want to let go. I loved being pressed against him. Comforting. I can't think of why he doesn't just admit he wants me. Why he won't date me I don't know anymore. But all I want, is to be in his arms again.