Ongoing pain

I'm not about to tell you
What I think you should do
So badly hurt by you
I wish you only knew

Barely able to stand
Because there's so much pain
you're acting like
this is all one big game

I'm sitting alone in silence
Wearing your imprisoning chain
Keep wiping away these tears
Trying to hide the stains

I'm just so different
When I'm not with you
Until the moment we're alone
I cannot be true

I'm just so scared
That you'll push me away
And when that happens I know
My soul will go astray

But it doesn't matter now
because that moments gone
You pushed me away I've gone astray
What did I do wrong

You ask me what should do
But I really can't tell you
All I know is that this love for you
Is and will always be purely true