Final goodbye

So sick of fighting
A battle that's already lost
Don't want to look back
And remember what it's cost

I'm tired of this pain
I'm so sick of the scorn
God I wish to be dead
Or maybe just never born

Everyone would be happier
And my pain would be at peace
I lust want to go my own way
Just want to find some release

I want to stop crying
And praying for my blade
God please just end this torment
of watching my life continue to fade

I don't want to be here
So please just take me away
Please just let me go
Please don't make me stay

You will all be better off
And you wont have to listen to me
I know this pain is in my soul
But are you really to blind to see

I'm letting go now
And please don't you cry
But this is where it ends
This is my final goodbye