Everything Hurts

I haven't cried for ages.
But this upset me so.
Why did you have to write it?
I didn't want to know.

Please don't fall in love with her.
Don't fall in love at all.
Please don't love anyone but me.
It would be so cruel.

Ever since I saw it
I keep imagining your smile.
The crooked smirk I haven't seen
In too long a while.

I'm imagining your hands.
They dance all over her.
I picture you in bed with her.
It torments. It burns. It hurts.

I feel sick. I feel alone
In the world. I feel so alone.
I'm in no one's arms in bed
And she's sitting in your home.

I can't cope. I walked out into
The road and hoped a car would come.
My friends are looking out for me.
But I want my mum.