If you don't want me to reach
then don't be a tease
Because your love is becoming an addiction
That I don't need
The days grow cold while the nights are warm
Can't tell if it's because of the dreams or drinks
Never thought you'd leave a trace in my veins
Guess I was wrong because when I broke through skin
Your name was written clearly on wrists
Could have called someone that night
But thought against it because I knew I've got no one
Got the gun from the shed
Only to blow out a window instead
This obsession I've built is killing me
Just like the pills I threw up on the floor
Nothing seems to stay down anymore
So I'll just lie on this road and wait
But the rain is making me cold
Hopefully I'll get an illness that keeps me in bed
Just one more minute and I'm going to quit
Maybe a noose around my neck will fit
Stood on a chair to finally jump
But when my feet left wood
I found myself planted on brick staring down
And in that moment instead of wanting to die
My feet took a step back to the door
When I opened it to go through
That's when I forgot your face for good
