My eyes must deceive me
You still stare back at me
I miss your taste but never your love
Those times we spent so close
We never shared anything
Because I never felt close enough
And I know you see her in the light you saw me in
All those promises you said to me
You're telling her and she's letting you in
I just might break into a billion pieces
On the floor right in front of you
Because the memories are creeping up
And I cant remember what lies were really the truth
My eyes deceive me
Your there but you never existed
And the shadow of your ghost still lets me in
Cloudy memories, fog my vision
As the ground becomes closer than it really is
This illusion is killing me
Your in my periphery, and I can feel you mocking me
Because every second you're still breathing in my air
I can't pretend I don't still care
We fell back into our safest place, along our darkest days
And then there's her...
I know I lost you but it still hurts
She has what I always wanted
She holds your heart so close to her
In my mind, I built you up to a lie
Now not even the version of you I made myself, feels alright
Because you belonged here before you stopped listening to the truth
