How Could You?

How could you lie to me like that
Why do you put me through more pain everytime
Im sick of your game
It has made me so ashame
I sit on my bed
Thinking of you
I sit on my bed thinking....
How could you?
I write this poem doing something I haven't
Done in so long
I sit on my bed writing this poem
While inhaling this smoke
Deeply into my lungs
It feels so good
You pretend you care
You tell me its bad for me
but dont you see i dont care
You're the one who made me do this
I can tell being with me
For you is only a dare
It isnt fair
Dont tell me you have feelings
If they arent really there
Can't you see all you do is tear me apart
I dont want you in my life anymore
I want my heart fully restored.....