These walls are closing in
my heart will implode again
an i cant fuc#ing win
so all i can do is sin
i fell out of faith
thought i saw the wraith
but all she wore was lace
face covered in the disgrace
i feel like ill die
don't want another eye
full of hate rye
so i fell from the sky
cant tell where i am
is this another scam
don't be the roasted lamb
of the father and the fam'
commit suicide to cure the ill
feeling so much hate just pop another pill
kill another soul just to get the thrill
pull another down from the hill
the hill of faith holds them tight
tonight i feel that i just might
kill myself to clear my sight
caught up in this useless fight
against staying alive to see another day
pull down the right just to see what they say
and their bull$hit and bury it in hay
i think i might kill myself just to lay
down in the pasture of love
just to watch the dove
flutter its wings just above
feel like I'm free from the shove
into the spiraling hate
just cant wait to obliterate
it all
