So i always push him away from me.. Not because i hate him, it's because i just want to make it easier for me to move on from our past.. still, whatever i do, he wouldn't leave me alone. i treat him like shxxt, but it didn't do any good. i find it annoying, but a big part of me is taking advantage of the moment that im with him. Then came a day when he didn't talk to me. he just said hi and walked pass by me.It was something new for me, but wasn't that what i wanted all along???
for him to just leave me alone... but it truly hurts..
i love him and if i am to choose, i never wanna be apart with him. but right now, moving on is the answer.
- suckish ryt??? but (sigh) i just want to let it out..
