My chest has a knot and my heart hurts
we first met you pet my head i fell asleep in your lap
and never wanted to go home after that
I finally felt safe and comfortable you would stay awake
petting me until i fell asleep I was homeless you cared about me
When no one else did and you looked so sexy in that skirt with your doc martins
I'm glad I had that feeling once because at the moment
I'm crying and thinking about your love that I threw away
on my own selfishness and inability to control my desires
We had a child together and I named her she is so beautiful just like her mom
and I'm so sorry I couldn't keep my life together long enough to make you happy
I'm losing the will to live just sitting here I can't afford rent it was nice living somewhere
for a month but all that I'm giving up I just don't have the motivation
I'm so depressed I can't get up and do anything or face life
and I can't talk about it because I'm a guy and that's just gay
So here I am all bottled up jealous of my successful friends
and all alone because you no longer like me as a person.
