Day & night

Day,
You try to live and keep good thoughts,
but sometimes it's not how you like it.
You think and you not understand.
Why?
You want to live and be,
you wanted to feel a little as a person, like others do.
And why I have this strange thoughts.
There's a night, night...every night you think about it.
You close your eyes and this is your world.
Nobody won't destroy this dreams,
because you protect this gate and you still got thoughts.
If there someday will be like in this dream
or reality? eternal emotion of luck? well almost,
because evil is everywhere, where it will appear,
but you are this weak or strong,
you'll surrender or you'll stay.