Two Worlds

Today my heart hurt more.
Why I feel that it hurts?
Today this emptiness fulfilled.
I feel nothingness....it's wound.
My eyes want to be close,
I turn my head again to not see this figure.
It's horrible to feel this sometimes I want to come back to be normal.
When human sight friendship,
when smile shows highly,
then the life it's much easier.
And still in my head something changing.
I see and feel sometimes on two worlds are modified.
I would like to live in this one,
that continuously shines sun, clouds are too - I have an umbrella.
I would like to stay in it forever,
stay, dream sometimes to have hope,
because it's easy.

I really wish!