Security blanket

Sometimes I say

and do things that I dont mean.

I love to have fun party

it up till the morning light,

I like to be held very tight till i start to cry,

I like to feel wanted.

The moment i met him

instantly I felt a security blanket over me.

then we broke up and everything went back to black and white.

i love the taste of the burning sinsation

going down my throat,

i love the smell of that smoke

being blown in my face.

But I love your smile how it just lights

up the whole black sky.

with every hug you shared,

with every smile you shared

you slowly intoxicated me!

( yes i know its scattered but thats how my feelings are right know)