You Dont Know

You tell me this is all fake
That my feelings aren't real
Well let me tell you i know what i feel
Look don't try its already to late

I'm already attached and in love
How could i not be
I want to be with you its not selfish i just want you happy
So as i send my prays above

I pray that one day you will see
That i love you and care about you
I always have just to scared you wouldn't love me to
I pray that you will find out how much you meant to me

I would do anything i can for you
Don't hold back just ask
I have nothing left but you on my task
I just wanna hear you say i love you too

You know as hard as it is to say
I hope your happy with him
And I'm glad he gets to win
I guess things cant always go my way

Cause if they did you'd still love me
If they did your hand would be in mine
If they did with me you'd spend your time
But i guess its time to let you be

I've been fighting a battle i just cant win
Ive been reaching for something that isn't mine
I hope you will figure out in time
That your not meant to be with him

I just wish i could hear your voice
I wish I could see you smile
That would be worth the while
Just talking to you is something i enjoy

Maybe i should just give up
Stop trying to get you to love me
Ill just sit back and hope were meant to be
But thats not enough

I wanna lay on my side and know your on yours
I wanna hold you at night
And know every things alright
But all i do at night is watch my tears as they pour

How can you be away so long
And not think of me
How can you throw away our memories
Maybe I'm just wrong