Where have you been

Where have you been?

I sit there mainly thinking
of what things could be like
the thing i wish you taught me
like how to ride a bike

I thought you could of been there
But hey i must be a fool
You werent there when i needed you
Or even when i started school

I just want my Dad really
To ring once in a while
To text to see if im okay
To tell jokes and make me smile

To ask how im doing
Instead of getting mad
Becuase i got problems
You make out that im bad

But you are one reason
I cant even see your face
Roger is there daily
And i hate how he takes your place

No one ever asks me
if i want to see you or if you got in touch
no one ever talks about you
it doesnt really take much

To me you are my dad
But inside your nothing but a name
Becuase even when you promise
Its always the same

You say your come and see me
And take me out for the day
You tell me i will see you
And i jsut say okay

Becuase deep down i no your lying
And i no what you say isnt true
But in my head it the same
Becuase nothing is ever new

Things are more important to you
Like playing cards or work or your friends
When really you couldnt give a toss
To your daughter to make a mends

I wish you new how it felt
For me to no things are more important than me
Things that you can do anytime
But that you just dont see

All i want is you to love me
Is that really that bad
All i want is you to see me
All i want is my dad