You stand in front of me
your tears reflecting mine
But as soon as you leave here
we are nothing
promises
bull
I don't know how to not talk to you
I have been talking to you for 16 years
I miss you
i hate you
God! I love you so much!
How long do I wait?
what The hell Am i waiting for?
time to get on with it
i will choose for you
but i can't
oh my god so much pain
i feel my stomach twist
you have pain?
really?
have you looked at them?
Do you SEE what you have done?
No
You just sit
I will clean up your mess
I always do