No one could even know what i think about at night
when you look at me you would think "this girl has never seen dark in her life"
you could never be more wrong
i smile to make them happy
i laugh so they would think everything is alright with me
i come to them with all the right answer
but truly to me
I'm the most confused person in the world
if you saw me on a normal day
you would think right away
OK, she's happy
if you saw my picture there would be nothing more to say
unless you got inside my mind
you would never understand me half the time
Not even the deepest person understand whats like
to have the thoughts that i have at night
to have to be someone else, all your life
All day, i fake it, but i make it
I'm alive
but sometimes i wanna die
but i have to make them understand
i have no worries being who i am
i sit and lie to them all the time
telling them i don't care what they think
but that couldn't be more of a lie
i live and breathe on what they say
