18 things i hate about you

The shadows of the people around me move as they do.
the laughs and giggle the way they do everyday..
it kills me how they laugh and talk the way they do they don't know me and the things i do.
you talk shit behind my back as they once did to us.

i hate the way you say things about the way i dress and act.

why dose this concern you?

i hate the way every time i pass the spot all i can think of is how much fun we once had.

i hate how i think about us skipping school just for laughs and pissing people off just to see what they would do...
or running around like crazy people.

i hate the way cant be free as i once was without you.

i hate the way you say you still care and i know you don't.

i hate the way you give me the look that they used to give us.

i hate the way when people say something i cant come crying too you.

i hate the way when no ones there no one is there.. not even you.

i hate the way i can't randomly show up on your door step crieing when me and my mom were fighting even at midnight.

i hate the way i can't come over and crawl in your bed and sleep tell you got up for school.

i hate the way i cant ever see you.

i hate the way that people think bad things about you and i can't tell the to shut up.

i hate the way people keep telling me your a nobody and i cant stick up for you.

i hate the way all my friends hate you.

i hate your blue eyes that always brought such joy to me.

i hate the dreams about James and know they will never come true.

i hate the way i miss you so much that i cry every night.

mostly i hate the way i don't hate you not even a little bit.