Tired

Walking home slowly
Dragging my feet through the mud
Breathing in water
Coughing up blood

I turn my eyes to the sky
Where the sun is supposed to be
Whoever said life was easy doesn't know
What its like to be me

I put this gun to my head
Just say the word and I'll fire
..... I'm sorry sometimes
I just get so tired

Tired of smiling
Tired of giving
Tired of faking
Tired of living

(don't take this too serious) this is what i feel on certain days my personality is kinda schizophrenic lol