My Sent Letter...

Dear god,
you know exactly what i feel, and i know your the only one that truly understands.
and i know things happen for reasons that i dont understand
but i know its all of your great will. i know i shouldnt do things but i do them anyway,
i hate how your always there for me but im only there when im in pain.
please lord give me that desire to want you more and want to do what i have to do for you lord.
i love you and i see how good it feels to be at your side.
but i dont have any meaning in life right now and i want you in my life but i just dont know how.
lord you are my friend and i love you with all of my heart.
teach me to be wise and forgive those like you for give them.
and to love those that i hate and that hate me back.
please lord help guide and lighten my way.
forgive me for my sins and i repend for all my wrong doings. but dont leave me alone. please stay by my side....cus no matter how hard life is to abide by your rules. one day ill get that courage and ill always stay by your side.
love so dearly
Sis. Stephanie....

*******I just wanted to express how I felt twards god right now just so you all can read, post your comment******