I have never felt this way, till i met you and now i am always crying because i know that we are over for good and i fell so alone but i have never said forever to anyone till you and now it is all over and i know that we will never be again and it kills me inside not touching you at night or saying i love you, and till now. i fell so alone and i always thought that there was a chance but i now know that there will never be but my heart aches so bad because i want you to touch me again and say that this is all a very bad dreams but i know that this is so real and i know that i will never find anyone like you again to love me the way you did. i wish i could go back and do so many things different but i know how you fell and i understand that you have a brick wall around you and you will never let me in again and i now know what love is but i had to be so mean to you and i have no one else to blame but me for what as happened to us and i will always regret you. and i now know that you are the one i have been looking for in my dreams and now i live in a night mare wishing i could wake up and everything would go back to normal but i now know that we are so done that only god would give you back to me and i now know that you will always be my night in shinning amour who showed me what love can fell like and i am so glad that i met you and felt what real love fells like and i now know that you are so amazing and i now know that when ever something so good like you comes in i pull away and not even see it until it is to late and i now know that you were the greatest thing that has ever happen to me but it cuts so deep that it will take a very long time to heal from you because of who you are as a person, and i now know that but we are so over, and i now know that i will always have a very spacial place in my heart for you and i am going to be ok when i have no idea but i now know i will be so i will go on in my life trying always to replace the love we had and i now know what i want and know want i don't know in my life........................
