All the pieces of my life start to crumble,
As I look to wards the ground.
So many emotions are running through me,
But I try not to make a sound.
I don't want you to know that I'm hurting,
Maybe it'll make you stay.
I want you to understand what I'm feeling,
And I want you to take this pain away.
I never asked for you to leave me,
All I wanted was somebody's love.
I thought you'd be perfect for this task,
That's all I ask, was that too much?
You made me laugh when I wanted to cry,
You always held on tight.
I thought things were going to get better,
I still wish they would, as I sit and cry tonight.
You walk out the door angry,
And inside, I want so badly for you to stay.
But I turn my head slightly
And watch you walk away.
All the pieces of my life start to crumble,
As I look to wards the ground.
So many emotions are running through me,
But I try not to make a sound.
I watch you stumble through the kitchen,
With a slight smile on your face.
I often wonder if that smile is true,
As you walk with a sloppy pace.
You promised me you'd try to change,
Because all you wanted was another chance.
But all I see tonight is lost hope,
A man with a quivering stance.
As the last pieces of my life fall to the ground,
I know evil cannot win.
All I have left now is faith and hope, because
You taught me that giving up is a sin.
Even though that smile is fake,
It always brightens my day.
I know it won't be here forever,
Even though I wish you could stay.
All the pieces of my life start to crumble,
As I look to wards the ground.
So many emotions are running through me,
But I try not to make a sound.
I try not to let it get the best of me,
This feeling deep inside.
I don't want it to be true,
I don't want to have to hide.
The name I do not know,
The face I cannot see.
I cannot help but think,
What if it, is growing deep inside of me?
I cannot have a baby,
But I will treat it like a king.
If it's true, I swear to you,
I will love it more than anything.
I just wish that you would have stayed,
To comfort me tonight.
I need to know you'll always be there,
To live, love, laugh and fight.
To comfort me when I need you by my side,
A guy who will care.
I wonder where we will end up,
As in the darkness, I stare...
Some things that are going on in my life...
my guy
my dad
my... child?
