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by chickadee Oct 9, 2008 category : Love, romance / rekindled love
Why now? What makes today so special? How'd your mind change? How'd you melt my heart of metal? When you left My state of mind changed My heart closed off The image of you rearranged Anger overcame tears Emotions became distractions Thoughts went into overdrive With senseless contradictions No contact to you Left my thoughts to ponder Nothings surprised me The days just got longer Now you say We still have something You miss me smile After months of nothing At first i retaliated Thought it a dream Turned to nightmare With no outbursting scream I don't even like you But i can't stop thinking What if you've changed? My stomach started sinking I imagine a day In a new routine Me in your arms In a world so serene Snapped back to reality When the communication stops No word from you i hear Once again my stomach drops Entrenched with anger Mellowed by confusion Seduced by sadness Needing the explanation Up and down The roller coaster we share Taking me to the place Of my blissful nightmare