I don’t know how to talk to you about her. She’s the other women in this relationship. The one that will keep us from being happiest. It’s not her fault, and I’m not blaming you either. You’ll always miss her, and there isn’t really anything I can do. No matter how hard I try you’ll love her more and more. The more I learn about her the more I see how much I must remind you of her. Sometimes I even wonder if that’s why you’re with me, because of how much we would’ve had in common. She’s always going to be the reason you can’t get too close to a women, because she left so suddenly. Once again, it wasn’t like she wanted to, she was kind of forced into it. Does that make any sense? I’m not sure if you’re ever going to get through this completely. She was, and is, the most important women in you’re life. And it makes me very proud to say that I come 2nd in your life. Because of all I’ve heard about her greatness. When you do talk about her you get this look in your eyes like you where proud to have been such a big part in her life. A mother is a hard thing to loose, but some how you’ve made it this far. From what I’ve heard of her I have this very good understanding that she would have been proud of how strong you’ve been. And I am very proud of you myself. I love that you’ll always love her, and I know that she’ll always be #1 in your heart. And the more I learn about her, the more I find myself thinking how lucky I am to be #2...
