Dying Of A Broken Heart((Goodbye))

My immune system is shutting down.
My shattered heart is bearly beating.
My eyes refuse to see the world,
Since you told me you were leaving.

I guess I'll be the first known,
To literally die of a broken heart.
Nobody knows what's wrong with me,
Because I'm just falling a part.

I can hardly breath with this pressure,
That is always in my chest.
I'm always exhausted,
Even though I get enough rest.

My heart always aches.
My breathing's always weak.
My throat is always so sore,
That I can bearly speak.

I try to pull myself together,
And put on that happy smile.
Trying to keep everyone happy,
Living a life of denial.

I know deep down,
That my life is fading.
But, I won't leave this earth,
Without saying....

"I hope that you are happy.
I hope that you find love.
I promise to always be watching,
You live your life from above."

"I hope that you don't miss me.
Yet, I hope I'm on your mind.
I know that you still love me,
But, I promise it'll fade with time."

"It's nobody's fault that this happened.
So please, don't blame yourself.
My heart just refused to beat,
To love anybody else."

"So sweetie, I must leave you now.
To heaven I must finally fly.
But, I couldn't leave this world,
Without telling you goodbye..."

-Copyright-Amber Palmer