And when your thoughts over take my mind,
I stop functioning,
Like a toy car, without it's batteries,
I get lost in your thoughts,
I lose my interest in whatever it maybe that I'm doing,
Your memories drowns my heart, in a spiral filled with sorrows,
Your thoughts send me into a paralytical fit,
My soul gasp for air, but in return it gets more pain,brain numbing pain,
Nothing brings any excitement in this darkened soul,
Listening to a same sad song, Every day, every night,
I'm too hurt really deep inside,
A shattered soul and broken hopes,
I've lost faith in every soul,
You slash your wrists to show your "pain",
I put on a smile, decieiving my ownself,
As another day passes by,
This pain just seems to have become a part of my life,
You see I try my best to keep myself busy,
but your piercing thoughts know thier way,
They penetrate through every shield,
They put me in a trance, I lose myself,
but you see it is not fair,
As you do not care, you don't even spare a tear, a moment or even a single thought,
Where as your thoughts dictate the terms,
They come and go, it really hurts, but I don't let it show,
I know there is no benefit in missing you, in loving you, in thinking of you,
But then again when does this heart is ever interested in benefits,
It knows how to give, but did not learn how to get,
It knew how to lose itself, but it does not know it's own return,
You see my mind battles fiercely with my heart, but this cruel heart always seems to win,
And again it opens the door, to let your stray thoughts find its way,
Every ounce of my soul is drenched in pain,
Every part of me seems to ache,
You see I've accepted this pain with open arms,
As there is no more hope, nor any charm,
Days passes by, but this season of pain remains,
I guess I now must accept, that this pain is here to stay,
So now I guess this is just another day,
Another day filled with your thoughts, another day with a tormented soul,
Another day minus any hopes,
Yet again this soul awaits a day of sorrow,
This soul prepares for a day of sorrow,
For a day of sorrow, this soul waits..................For a day of sorrow.
