I'm killing myself slowly enough,
I guess I never was that tough.
My energy is draining.
As my mind is insaning.
It hurts so much,
Let me loose touch.
My heart doesn't need this.
I just want to feel one small kiss.
Of love, of feeling...of rightness.
And I wouldn't need to beg for numbness.
Because my soul is so trapped,
Inside a body that isn't mine.
What am I to do?
Give up and die too?
Or try my hardest to stay here....
But what if I'm really over there...?
