I'm thinking about a million and one questions. I keep asking myself "why?" I wonder about what could have been & what might have happened. I'm confused. I love him. I like him. I'm thinking about all the "what ifs." I'm in denial. I love myself & this crazy, hectic life I live. I want the guy I can't have. I'm picking up all the little pieces. I'm healing. I'm looking forward to my future. I won't settle for less. I want nothing, but the best. I deserve it. I'm learning about "life." I'm exploring new feelings. I don't always know how to express them. I'm scared. I'm difficult & stubborn. I'm caring & loving. I'm real, not fake. I walk with my head held up higher then most. I will survive my past... I will survive fear... & I will survive... I'm waiting, to one day love and be loved again...
At the moment...
I just want to understand this thing called "Life"
