I'd love to have him for just a day....
one day to know that he actualy
likes me more than her.
and i'm not getting that.
i never do.
and yeah i know it's selfsish and self centered
to be like "oh poor me"
and thats not what i mena.
But i'd give anything,
just for a day.
im sick of doing those stupid myspace surveys
and when they ask
"who was that last person you hugged" or
"who was the last person you kissed" or
"who was the last person to say i love you"
and having to say
"idk..."
im sick of seeing everyone else holding hands
and being together
and not having any of it.
im so tired of being the only one
whos alone.
