I can not

I can not count the hours
I can not count the days
I can not count the seconds
That I've thrown my life away

I was there for you
But that wasn't returned
Trust is an issue
It's something you earn

You used me for your little game
I thought you loved me back
Now it seems so obvious
That love is something that you lack

Somethings in life
They just can't be explained
But this is an issue
Something my heart can not tame

So you played your games
You had your fun
But think and can you tell me
Honestly who won?