It sucks you know.
Peoples reaction to suicide is to close and walk away from you.
A Happy person.. fake or real.. there is no difference to your friends who know what is really happening.
There is a girl
She decided to break cos it was to hard being fake.
And what she thought was a "best friend" runs away and leaves her in the dark.
So instead she holds it in
She holds it up
&&
At night when it is dark and lonely
She cry out for help, aware no one can hear her aware there isn't anyone that can stop anything.
She goes on quietly unnoticed until 1 sad oh so broken day she finish smiling as fake as she could.
She walk away in tears whispering goodbye to the ones she loves.. hoping they will stop it all now
But She is aware they wont, she says goodbye thinking it was the only way to see her happiness again.
While the ones that don't want to do it sit there and ask themselves over && over again
"How does one ask for help without being scared of rejection and loneliness"
That in the end has put her in these thoughts of stupidity
People run when one asks for help on life
She goes to help herself & still doesn't find the answers or help she is still so lonely.
But this girl doesn't care no more this girl is so much happier to the people who watched her for she died last night in the dark where she broke down and couldn't be handled being Rejected no more.
