I feel like im loosing more and more
Day by day
I feel weak
I cant express how i feel i act happy
That way it will be ok
Days went by
Things bulit up more and more
I burned my arm i needed soemthign else
I didnt cry
Another time in the hospital
They asked how it happened
I said i triped and fell
Now i look at what i did
Having urges to do more
It left me with these cuts
Now everyone knows
My heart is broking
So much somehow i cant seem to tell
I cant cry
I cant breath
There is nothing left here for me anymore
Im scared to move on
Im scared to stay still
Once again he made my life ok
He took my pain away
It seems he relesed a million things
These things i no longer carry with me
I know he just loves me
I feel alot better just knowing hes here
In the future i hope i can be with him
For now im goign to try intell i cant try anymore
I feel happier
I need to talk
Everytime i try i cant seem to say what i really need to
