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by An Angel in the Darkness Oct 11, 2008 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
He tells me there is nothing to be sorry for, But I can see it's all a lie. I can see the hatred building slowly, He can't hide the look in his eye. I swore I would never do this But maybe it's just my time. I'm as worthless as they all said And to this I will no longer deny I am sorry for the person I am And that I am not as perfect as he deserves Maybe one day he'll find new love One as true as we were All I wanted was for his happiness And to finally be the one he needs But I can see now That this was a useless deed There is no way that someone like me Can be what he needs Maybe once upon a time I was what he wanted But this is a time that has passed I wanted to say that I love you Before the time has come to pass I am sorry I cannot be perfected And I am sorry that this has come to be So with this I see it is time to leave A quiet kiss in the dead of night I bleed to keep our love alive And I will die tonight knowing it was worth it